Lilith
GCW Debutante
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Post by Lilith on Dec 6, 2007 21:21:07 GMT -5
There were times, in every one's life in which a choice has to be made. Times in which knowing right and wrong is no longer an option. Times in which, knowing one's self.... is no longer an option. Now, was that time for Lilith Creighton....
Past glory was slowly becoming something that could be considered fleeting. Business that had been conducted, now slowly but surely being forgotten. Only lasting memories of specific events would surface within her mind. A random hue of coloring in the distorted paint by numbers type of page in a coloring book her mind had become. Her fingers run over the gorgeous banding of the ring. The wedding ring she had been given, so long ago now it seemed....
... Her memory, had become just to..... long gone. She'd kept the ring, but why? Was there a true purpose to hanging on, to such far away hope now? There was nothing left, down that alley. Funny how she'd say those words to Lindsay, when in the end..... it was not Lindsay, but Lilith herself who had to face the reality at the end... of her own 'alley'. Jonny, was not there anymore. Jonny, would never be there again. Jonny, was dead. Lilith had never, understood it before. She had only gotten mad...
She had gotten enraged, that Amanda Wallace would be the one to have so much net gain from Jonny's death. Did Lilith mean so very little to Jonny as to do such a thing even in death? Was Amanda.... more important to him? Better yet....
Why did Lilith care?
She had moved on, she had made her peace with it..... denial is a wondrous place when you're well known enough in it's World. Lilith would have to return to the only thing that she had enjoyed in the past years of her life, wrestling. She was twenty five years old now, it was time to stop playing around. Toying with people was fun, but it didn't earn respect. Being a goody goody would get someone cheers from the fans, but it doesn't get respect. Lilith knew the only way she could be respected, revered....
Was to be feared.
That was the only way to get anything done. Lilith, would make sure.... she reached her goal this time. She gets up off of the hotel bed, standing up tall as she looks down at her hand. Staring at the ring intently. Past.... past.. past. She slips the ring onto her left ring finger with a large sigh. It was time to get this over with. She had already changed for this, this was important. She had... gone back to the originals. Her tight black leather pants, her heeled boots. The tight black sleeves shirt, barely coming down past the bottom of her bust. Openly exposing a large part of her abdomen. The leather black jacket over top, open. Her black sunglasses covering her eyes. Business meetings.... were so annoying.
{+}An Hour Later....{+}
GCW's Tower looms over her like the Grim Reaper waiting behind Donald Trump. A long harsh sigh leaves her scarlet lips. She was long past being tired of the belief, she herself had.... of no respect. FCW in her mind was slowly, bit by bit starting to have proved nothing. Big fish in a small pond. Not a whole lot behind her in that aspect now was there? She enters the main lobby slowly, looking around while shaking her head. She didn't like being in this place the first time she was, let alone now. She approaches the front desk with a long sigh.
"Hello today Miss, can I help you with something?"
"I'm here to see Amanda Wallace."
"Alright then, do you have an appointment to see Miss Wallace this evening?"
"Nope."
"I see... and what is this visit pertaining to exactly?"
"Personal business."
"I see... well I will- Ma'am! Ma'am you can't do that!"
Lilith had waved the receptionist off with her hand as she makes her way to the bottom main floor elevator. Hitting the open button, the doors slide open as Lilith walks in. Grin on her face as she waves goodbye to the receptionist who had now begun calling for security. Loser. Elevator music blows by the way, seriously. Bad fucking music okay? Okay? Yes? Yes I think so too. The doors open once again on the executive floor, Lilith exits the elevator with a yawn and a stretch as she steps. Alright.... memory recall, Candi's office was..... that way, so Amanda's must be..... this-a-way. Lilith begins walking down the hallway she had pointed to. This should be entertaining. Lilith reaches Amanda's door with a grin on her face. She leans against the wall directly left to the door, before knocking on it softly with her right hand.
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Post by Amanda Wallace on Dec 6, 2007 23:29:06 GMT -5
Amanda wasn't even paying much attention... it seemed that she had her own little separate universe out here in her office. Everybody went for Candice... must be the blond hair, she thought. She hasn't snapped on anybody in a long time... even Lilith down in the bar when she just showed up. Which is why a knock startled her. She starts folding up Championship design plans and shoving them in her desk, straightening out her shirt before clearing her throat.
"Come in..."
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Lilith
GCW Debutante
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Post by Lilith on Dec 6, 2007 23:40:43 GMT -5
"....."
Lilith was almost, almost disappointed. Amanda no longer had that fire and... venom in her voice. She almost sounded like she was already defeated, already down.... already out. That wasn't going to be fun now was it? Lilith shifts her sunglasses a bit before looking down at the wedding band on her left ring finger, a bit of a grin on her face. Lilith grabs the doornoob and turns it, pushing it open. Still leaning against the left side of the wall to the doorway. She shakes her head slowly as she crosses her right heel over her left ankle, leaning against the wall as she softly clears her throat.
"Come on baby... don't be like that. I thought we had something special. I thought I meant something to you.... are, are you going to tell me everything we had was a lie?
Was I just a one night stand to put in your kahki jeans as a new notch?
Was... was what we shared not special? Did it not, move you spiritually on the inside? I thought you loved me.
No, no please. Don't break up with me. Say it isn't so. Tell me it's not true. Give me one more chance!
PLEASE BABY PLEASE!"
Lilith shifts away from the side of the wall, standing in the doorway with a nice big grin on her face. Her eyes lock with Amanda's, the woman obviously.... not impressed with the little display of Lilith's sick sense of humor. Probably in all honesty, wondering why the hell Lilith was even here. Moreover.... probably wondering, how the hell Lilith got past security. She walks into Amanda's office slowly, shutting the door behind her. Lilith leans against it, shaking her head before slowly taking her sunglasses off of her face. She slips them into the breast pocket of her leather jacket, before slowly lifting her left hand up. She plucks the wedding band off of it and stares at it slowly before holding it up to the light. She stares through the center of it, her eye's attention signaling through the ring and back to Amanda.
"I missed you too.
So Amanda.... how have you been since I last left? Have you been... in need of that one good fuck yet or..... we still going to dance around each other.
Oh no, no no don't worry. I'm not hitting on you.... if I really really wanted you?...
I'd of bent you over that desk by now and started working my way up and down that gorgeous little skin tone of yours.
No no, I'm just here because I figured... you'd be lonely now without me around you know? Since we're such good friends and all... I figured hey, why don't I go visit my good friend 'Mandy? So Amanda...
Did you miss me?"
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Post by Amanda Wallace on Dec 6, 2007 23:46:21 GMT -5
Amanda had only begun to rest her chin in the palm of her hand, watching Lilith's eye through the loop of the ring. She was well aware of the games the woman would play, it never changed. Except one factor...
"You know, this was a lot more fun when you were an actual threat to me, Lilith. Now? I can have security come and pluck you right out of here, instead of your husband realizing he actually is my boss and allowing a hostile take-over. So, I guess that does kind of answer your question, hm, Lilith?
What do you want."
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Lilith
GCW Debutante
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Post by Lilith on Dec 6, 2007 23:55:37 GMT -5
"Awwww....
That's no fun right there. I came by to cheer up my favorite mixed chick and you have to go for my jugular. That's not nice. It could still be fun though you know....
You just have to use your imagination. You know like...
Pretend we're in the ring again, and the entire Bloodworks female force is beating you down. Like old times sake you know? Stroll down memory lane... it could be good for us Mandy. Bring a whole new aspect to our relationship.
I mean, I never did recover after you refused to mix our CD collection. That really hurt me, deep, deep down.... I mean, I'm not married to Aqua.
So sue me, sometimes listening to Barbie Girl can make you feel nice and trashy in the best sense of the word. You know?
Hmph.... oh well, looks like you're just going to be all stiff upper lip on me huh? Fine... I came here to make sure I'm actually going to be able, to wrestle here in GCW.
With how much you and I love each other, the sinful lust I'm sure you have, yada yada yada. With how much I absolutely despise that little short bus bitch Masters, I wanted to make damn sure that whichever show I'd be on...
I'm not screwed with again Mandy.
I don't want someone stripping me of any titles I may win, Mandy. I don't want anyone trying to ruin my parade this time, Mandy. Do you get what I'm saying?
I don't want there to be a valid REASON for me to start suing bitches for slandering my name, JUST BECAUSE they don't have enough talent to polish my BOOTS let alone step into the ring with me, Mandy.
I get the new deal, I understand it. You're in charge. You're Big Momma, and you have the strap to beat down on all your newly acquired precious little children of the corn you got lined up for the roster. I can deal with that.
But don't have your General Manager lackeys start coming down on me like the hand of God just because you and me have personal issues Mandy. Straight up?
Don't do what I'd do.
I'm trying to start over here, just like you and just like most people who are smart. You want our business to be settled?... You come deal with it yourself. I'm more then happy to get it done and over with..... just don't.. screw me over again."
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Post by Amanda Wallace on Dec 7, 2007 0:05:41 GMT -5
"I never screwed you in the first place, Lilith. I did what was best for the business since apparently my champion was too selfish to do so, and that is make something that is watchable. The fans can only yawn at so many submission matches, if you catch my drift...
Or tune in to see that my top draw champion had decided to take the night off, on some power trip that her man let her have."
She leans back in her chair, crossing her legs and folding her arms.
"My General Managers have the authority I had in FCW. I oversee them, as does Candice. What they do on their shows is their business as long as it gets us ratings. If you don't like how it goes? There's always ways to nullify your contract, or, you know, be of use instead of a solo glory hog. Again. You know, like making sure we make money to push onward and forward? Yes? Not like when you left me with a near bankrupt company to come back to just because you got your toes stepped on. You want to be a cancer, Lilith? You'll be dealt with. You want to contribute? Then you'll get to live your life being Lilith all over again, you'll be left alone, you'll be paid better, and you'll have all the respect you desire from management. It's give and take here, not just take. Again."
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Lilith
GCW Debutante
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Post by Lilith on Dec 7, 2007 0:17:30 GMT -5
"Let's make two things perfectly clear here, Mandy...
As much as I need all of you? You, need me. You can flaunt that I'm 'replaceable' all you want. You can try to get into my head about 'leaving' the company high and dry, all you want. When it comes down to the bottom line? It's very... very simple.....
As much of a bitch, as I am? I am, a draw. People watched FCW to love superstars and to HATE superstars. I don't remember anyone, anyone else being as hated... as I was. I am not the ONLY key to success in any given wrestling business venture.... no no no.
But I am a damn IMPORTANT key to it if you ask me. I am not going to jump through anyone's hoops, Mandy. If your General Managers, do something that THEY believe is in the best interest.... but ends up, being the exact OPPOSITE?
You can bet your ass, I will be the FIRST one knocking on your door about it. The funny thing about being a 'glory hog'? Is the ability to take the spotlight all for yourself.
Don't blame me that no one else was able to catch my heels when I started running up the ladder Mandy. If anything?... You should remember, that as much as you despise me.... I made you money. I got you fans, I got you noticed.... as for my time in GCW?... We'll see.
If you have managed to gather any amount of people around here, that would be able to take any of the attention I can draw by simply snapping my fingers. I don't have to hog the spotlight, to own the spotlight. I know that.... I'm sure you do too."
Lilith walks the length of Amanda's office slowly, reaching her desk. She slams her hands down on it and leans over it slowly, staring directly at Amanda. She leans in close, maybe mere inches from her face.... Lilith grins and simply blows Mandy a kiss before pulling the wedding band off of her left ring finger. She places it down on Amanda's desk softly, carefully. She turns away and shakes her head, walking back to the door slowly.
"The next time we see each other? I want you to do me a favor Mandy....
.......
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..... Tell me why I get the feeling, you meant so much more to him then I did."
Lilith opens the door to Amanda's office slowly, swinging it past as she leaves the office promptly. Leaving the door wide open. Leaving her own mind in a jumble cluster fuck of emotions and questions. Would she really be able to co-exist within GCW? With Amanda as one of her bosses, and two new General Managers? Lilith bites down on her bottom lip as she huffs out. Hitting the elevator button at the end of the hall. We'll see. We'll see.
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Post by Amanda Wallace on Dec 7, 2007 0:27:53 GMT -5
"Oh fuck no!" [/b] Amanda grabs the ring up immediately and in a huff, rushes to the door. Stepping outside of it, she sees the elevator doors already closing down the end of the hall. Now she's livid. Did, she just, try to lay some kind of emotional trump card on Amanda for something she had no part of and even SAID that he was trying to fix before he died? Oh...... oh hell no.... Amanda won't be made to be the bad guy in Jon's death just because he left an inheritance for his at the time business partner.... She slams her hand on the intercom... "Security! Find Lilith Creighton... where-ever she is... and bring her back to my office... NOW!"[/B] She clicks it off, dropping back in her chair, before hitting the button again... "Peacefully, please... thank you..."Oh, god was she pissed about this...[/i][/center]
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Lilith
GCW Debutante
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Post by Lilith on Dec 7, 2007 0:48:30 GMT -5
"Ma'am! Ma'am! I'm going to have to ask you to stop right there."
"What?"
"Yes, yes it's Lilith Creighton. That's her."
"Hey what the- HEY! GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF M-.... oo... NO! OFF!"
Lilith suddenly gets grabbed as soon as she steps out of the elevator on the lobby floor. The fuck? She struggles a bit but really has no success. There was four of them and one of her, they were fully grown men. Lilith was pretty fucked....
Matter of fact wasn't one of her nights in college something like-....
.......
Moving on.
Lilith finally gives in, stopping the struggling against the security team. She knew she wouldn't win anyway. Slowly they take her back to the elevator, and the trip back up to hell. She could only imagine why Amanda was doing this, and oh... she KNOWS it was Amanda. Believe you me, she knows. The team drags Lilith, now no longer kicking and trying to scream out for help, as if anyone she knew even cared right? All of the people Lilith knew pretty much hated her with a passion. They drop her at Amanda's door and stand guard around her. Lilith gets up, dusts her clothes off and hisses at the nearest guard.
"Pussy ass motherfucker. Trying to grope me just because I'm the only fuck-able piece of tail that's stepped into this God damned tower. I could sue your steroid abusing hair plug wearing ass right now you know that Fabio? Tch... assholes. Out of my way."
Lilith waves the brainless patrol away, opening Amanda's door again. She stares across the room to the obviously pissed off CEO. Good, bitch deserved to be all huffy and puffy. Lilith could care less. She WAS however not impressed about being dragged back up the God damn tower just because she left Mandy stuttering in a pool of what is that.... 1st Rightedness? Bite me. I can use whatever the fuck I want, forced P.R. rep you bastards. Eat it. Lilith walks into the office and slams the door in the security teams face.
"What the fuck do you want NOW Mandy? Not enough that MY husband cared more about some college fling then his own WIFE? What you got now? You gonna shank me all gangland style or some shit huh? Well?"
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Post by Amanda Wallace on Dec 7, 2007 0:59:54 GMT -5
"SIT... her down."
Amanda hadn't moved from her spot, leaned back in the chair. Fuming? No... no... Amanda's sometimes irrational ass wouldn't be doing that, now would she? ... Just ignore the almost broken skin from the wedding band being pressed into the palm of her hand by her own folded knuckles...
Lilith is sat down by security in front of her, Amanda not saying anything but a cold stare right into the woman's red eyes for the longest time. The two... have never gotten along... Amanda's been injured in Lilith's beatdown... yet MANDY'S BEAT HER ASS NUMEROUS TIMES WITH LILITH TAKING IT LIKE A LITTE...
*Regains composure...*
She slaps the ring down right in front of Lilith.
"Are you THAT self-absorbed and fucking dense that you CAN'T see past the big picture, you bitch? Exactly WHAT PART of "He DIED before he could add you to the will" DON'T you understand? And don't tell me you've never heard that because I KNOW I said it to you the very second you found out about the inheritance. I was his business partner, not just a college fling, therefore he made sure I could continue his work, WHICH if you look around... I AM doing. For your information, the lawyer even TOLD me he had an appointment the very week of his death to edit his will, exactly two weeks before the two of you were to be married! So don't even PLAY this as me taking your man or what you think is owed to you because frankly, with the way you're acting about it? I know Jon well enough to know that he'd be absolutely disgusted with you right now. You have a problem with the inheritance? You'll have to find the one who KILLED Jon, because I know for a fact that there's no way he committed suicide with how much her worshiped you..."
Amanda's own eyes had begun to redden at this... this wasn't what she needed with everything else going on with her right now, as well as the stress from starting another company from the ground up, through which most of the inheritance was already invested in.
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Lilith
GCW Debutante
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Post by Lilith on Dec 7, 2007 1:08:51 GMT -5
"YOU THINK THIS IS ABOUT MONEY?!
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Yeah alright, I'm mad I wasn't in the will... but that's not the reason I'm pissed. I..
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Do you guys MIND?!"
Lilith glares at the security team that had made it's way back into the office to sit her down in the chair. She points away, away from the desk. Waiting until it seems they finally decide to give even the slightest amount of privacy to the two. Lilith looks down at the ring and finally lowers her head. She pulls the sunglasses out of her breast pocket and slides them back onto her face. Covering her eyes, more then obviously to cover up any emotion welling up in them.
"... I don't feel it, anymore. Amanda. Even when I was in Toronto with Candi.... and Buck and Vegas.. I felt it. I felt Jonny. I felt him around I felt him.... I could feel just...... him.
I can't anymore. Alright? I can't feel him anymore alright?
I want to know why. It's not like I can ask Lindsay, she doesn't care about Jonny and... you know I don't either. I miss remembering him and... feeling him, but I don't miss HIM. I just want to know why I can't... tell anymore. Fuck... I don't have to explain this to you.
You can think whatever the hell you want of me. I'm not going to sit here and let you go all Oprah on my ass just because you have hired muscle to make me in place of you being willing to try anything."
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Post by Amanda Wallace on Dec 7, 2007 1:19:59 GMT -5
"As if I'd do anything to you in the first place, Lilith.
Fine, so it's not about money, it's that you don't care about him anymore? I wasn't under the impression you were in the first place, although I'm pretty amused I called you out on your "massive front" you were putting on for everybody. What is it really?"
She leans forward a bit, leaning her elbows on the desk...
"Can't Lilith Creighton take the fact that she's not in the control that she thought she was regarding her life? The little princess can play the part all that she wants, but when it comes down to it? It's just you, playing, the part. I can't even say you were a shadow of your former self, because honestly? I don't even know where you'd be without Jon behind you one hundred percent. Which is why it's honestly horrible that you've now convinced yourself you don't care because one of his ex's doesn't like him... the second ex he cheated on with you, well, left, for you.
You ever want to know? Stop by. Be civil. I'll answer all the questions you want. He and I haven't exactly been on the smoothest of roads throughout the years I've known him, but believe me, I can probably give you all the answers you could ever need."
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Lilith
GCW Debutante
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Post by Lilith on Dec 7, 2007 1:37:45 GMT -5
".... You know, Wallace....
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... You're not the only one who has something invested in GCW. He was my husband.... it doesn't matter if I remember or not..... it doesn't matter if I mourn or not.... he was married, to me.
I don't care... if you have the money....
... I don't care, if you have the power.... by the end of the first season... it won't be, YOUR name in the spotlight.....
It'll be mine.... and it'll be because of who I am.. and who Jonny was. Not, because of who YOU are..."
Lilith gets up from the chair slowly, looking Amanda directly in the eyes behind her sunglasses. There would never be peace, Lilith knew that. There would never be true resolution between herself and Amanda, it would never happen. Co-existence was the best either could hope for, and neither one had a good chance at making it happen either. The security team begins to move closer again as soon as Lilith stands up. There was no need. Neither Lilith or Amanda were going to fight right now.... not with Lilith's state, her condition. She turns away from Amanda slowly, walking past the chair before stopping slowly.
".... There's a lot you don't know about me Amanda..... don't assume anymore then you already have...."
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Post by Amanda Wallace on Dec 7, 2007 1:45:47 GMT -5
"Then prove me wrong."
Amanda only folds her hands, still leaning forward on the desk.
"And you've forgotten your ring."
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Lilith
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Post by Lilith on Dec 7, 2007 2:11:06 GMT -5
".... I think it'd be better if you held onto it for a while Amanda...
It's not mine to keep anymore..."
Lilith tries to take a step... she freezes in her place. Turning back to face Amanda..... she softly clears her throat..
"... Just hang onto it....."
Lilith turns back, flipping her hair back. She straightens her jacket out and takes her sunglasses off slowly once again, sliding them into her breast pocket. She opens Amanda's door with a big heavy sigh before leaving the office. She closes the door behind her softly, slowly walking step by step to the elevator door at the end of the hall. She reaches it, and leans against the closed doors, not hitting the button period. She clenches her jaw and shuts her eyes. God dammit.... emotions were things she'd purged herself of before she went to Detroit. She had gotten rid of them before..... before Jonny. She hits the button repeatedly, over and over again. Just wanting to be gone faster and faster as every waking moment passes.
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