That betrayal thing (promo)

[Jennifer Drew]

Takes place immediately after MindGames:

Yeah, I'm still a red, swollen-faced, half-crippled mess but I've got something to say so I found a camera and propped my foot up out of frame.

Maybe I overstepped my bounds a little but THIS is how I get repaid?

You decided to go behind me back, get me injured and almost get me KILLED out there because I was being a little overbearing? Because I wanted to protect you against the barbarians I have to deal with every single day in this company. Because I've had to stand next to your hospital bed because of what these sociopaths do to you every time you're around me? Well, now there's only one you've got to worry about

IT'S ME! FROM NOW ON IT'S ME, DEE DEE!

I'm who you need to be afraid of. You were the first girl I ever kissed. You got me through the high times, the low times and everything in between. You were my best friend but you decided to sell me out to her. I'm miles past done with Lessien but I know I still can't stand you. My advice, stay FAR away.

And for you four unlucky souls Mandy's lined up against me coming up next month, I want to leave you with this. I was willing to boot my best friend right in the head tonight.

What do you think I'm willing to do to you?

And then how much I hated everything about this hit me again so I hobbled off to have my next meltdown safely away from a running camera.

[Deirdre Hahn]

The video following was shot by Deirdre Hahn days after and posted to GCW.com:

I didn't want the GCW staff around me for this personal little message so I threw something on and set up my own camera in my hotel room and sat down to just say what I needed to.

Sorry if I suck at this. I'm not looking for any kind of forgiveness yet but I just think everyone deserves to hear.

Jennifer wanted me to be safe. Maybe she wanted it a little bit too much. And it looks like I wanted the same thing a little too much. You have to believe me Jennifer, I didn't know how far Lessien would go that night but I wanted to give her the edge not just because I didn't appreciate you trying to ship me around but, I've been trying to tell you and I think we can all agree life on top has been bad for your health the last few months.

I talked to the people who saw you backstage. I know what you needed to get out to the ring that night, Jennifer. I'd probably take something too, but I don't know about the chaser. Not just hanging out and catching up with old friends is it? Is it even just when you're in serious pain?

Maybe I was indirectly responsible for it but I know it happened. You know I'm not one to judge but we could all literally see what the stress was doing to you. I know I wanted to kick Lauren in the face more than you for making it into a joke. If that's even possible.

And let's not forget obsessing over a girl who could clearly give a shit less about you. Who can't even believe she still had you after you spent 45 minutes away from her in a club doing nothing. So not jealous but you deserve way better.

You're mad. I get that and I'll keep my distance. I screwed up big. But, I thought you should know, Jenny. Lessien said you'd end up broken down, alone and regretting everything. Well, I'm ready to make her wrong again when you are.

We fade out on my sad little too little too late face.