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Post by vault on Nov 25, 2007 16:41:29 GMT -5
" It's nothing, I just got something private on my mind right now...just keep talking...it's nothing you need to worry about." |
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Post by Jessie Blair on Nov 25, 2007 16:50:53 GMT -5
Alright Mikki. But if you need somebody to talk with just say it and I will be there to listen to your problems and worries. And girl ... relax and enjoy the nice conversation we have here.
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Post by vault on Nov 25, 2007 17:01:20 GMT -5
She wanted to enjoy the conversation they were having but the guilt over what she had done with Jessie was eating at her again. She knew it was wrong they did...it was going to crush Jeff if he found out. As that though runs through her mind the memory of their first date together runs through her mind. They had went to see some comedy movie...she really had forgotten the title...That night she felt so happy with him...something told her he felt the same way...she fell in love with him that night...and look what she did to him. It was starting to make her emotional, looking over at Jessie Mikki trie to talk to her without choking up.
" I *sniffle* n..n..need to gah..go to the bathroom."
Getting up from her chair Mikki quickly walking towards the bathroom so she could be alone at least for a minute or two." |
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Post by Jessie Blair on Nov 25, 2007 17:19:55 GMT -5
Mikki? … What is? Is everything ok?A shocked Jessie says as she witness how Mikki quickly stands up from her chair and quickly walks in the direction of the toilets. Not knowing what just happened or if she has said the wrong thing, JB also has jumped to her feets and is standing now a bit helpless and lost in front of her chair, she has sit on just a few seconds ago. With a worried look on her face she watch how Mikki disappears behind a corner. Letting her hand slide through her long hair, Jessie sat down again on her chair. But non then less, she is still worried if Mikki is alright, maybe she has just eat something wrong and now needs to visit the toilet to …. Relax a bit. But it could be everything else as well … Oh damn … 
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Post by Daniel Justice on Nov 25, 2007 19:29:34 GMT -5
“Um... If you’d like, we could leave so you two could talk... I can see something must be upsetting her...”
:-: He knew something was wrong and right now Mikki needed her best friend. He looked at Jessie, knowing she must be wondering...or yet might already know what’s wrong. :-: |
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Post by Jessie Blair on Nov 26, 2007 12:28:55 GMT -5
Turning her head back in the direction in which Mikki has just disappeared a couple of seconds ago, Jessie is not really sure if it is the best if she would follow her. JB knows quite well that the situation between them … has changed a lot in the last couple of weeks and that Mikki still feels guilty deep inside for that what she has done. And if this is the reason why she is so quite, combined with the possibility to meet Jeff very soon again …this whole go to the toilet pretty fast thing might be an reaction of that … and if this is the chase … following her might not be the smartest thing that Jessie could do. But she was never known to make smart decisions …
I think … I should do that.
Jessie says and stands up from her chair, she nods to both man and says before she starts to head to the toilet room.
I will be back soon, so keep our chairs empty boys.
And with that said … she was gone. Heading straight to the toilet … JB enters the toilet room and looks around if somebody was here, but no sign of Mikki. Jessie let out a sigh … and slowly walks over to the toilet cabins … only one was closed, locked and this must be the one from Mikki. Leaning against the wood door of the toilet next to the toilet from Mikki, Jessie let her head banging against the wood.
Mikki … is everything ok with you?
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Post by vault on Nov 26, 2007 12:50:41 GMT -5
Hearing Jessie's voice Mikki is happy for a second but then she nose dives into depression. Wiping the tears that were starting to form she takes a couple of deep almost sob choked breaths.
"No, I...I feel so bad for what I did...if he finds out some how he will be crushed...the fist man to actually take an interest in me and I do this to him...I cheat on him with my best friend. TWICE...I'm not worthy of having a man like him...and I'm what they called me in high school...Filthy trailer trash." |
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Post by Jessie Blair on Nov 26, 2007 13:18:58 GMT -5
No you are not Mikki ... if it was somebody’s fault then it is mine. I mean I am the older one … more experience one … but still I was not able to resist the offer you made me. I should have … but you know … I couldn’t. Might be because I feel more for you as for just a friend … could be the reason. But I really don’t know …
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Post by vault on Nov 26, 2007 13:42:25 GMT -5
"It's still my fault Jess, I was the one that offered in a drunken stupor. I'm not saying I didn't enjoy it...or want it not to happen...I just wish it woulda happened at a better time." |
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Post by Jessie Blair on Nov 26, 2007 14:13:51 GMT -5
Would happen at a better time?
These words are going through Jessie’s mind after she has heard them from Mikki. Would happen at a better time … Maybe it should have … but in the end non of them can do something about it.
You know Mikki … I am not sure if it was the wrong time or the right time for that what has happened between us. But in the end I don’t regret it … I know it is not easy for both of us and I can consider myself as lucky that Bianca is such an understanding person … I can only image how difficult it must be for you … not knowing what your friend must think about it … and maybe … maybe we should speak with him about that.
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Post by PornStar on Nov 27, 2007 1:09:28 GMT -5
"And now it's time for Buck Wylde's final thought..."
Heads turn... where is he? Sitting at a table, nearby, watching these events unfold. Ah, lesbianism... the selfish beauty that is American... well, North American women... I mean, seriously... that's one less snatch for a hard workin' dick around... wait... gotta speak my mind on the final thought...
"What we witnessed today was the hardships a soul can and will suffer when the body wanders. Apparently, from my guesstimating of this story, this young, near jail-bait, probably gung ho dick-sucker of a female, from what I gather... could possibly have discovered the other meat than her man's thick sausage. The other tattooed broad? Accepted. Hence the cruelty of the female population... Watch it, isn't it true?
I mean, right out of the blue, it's they're cheatin' on you and it's okay if they do it, because they feel bad... but the SECOND your should be not-castrated ass looks at some ass walkin' by... they flip their lid, screaming, throwing and breaking shit, and threatenin' suicide to get their way, ain't they... yeah, thought so.
What we just witness here is the absolute selfishness of the female population... all about their pussy, whatever appeases it, and whatever strokes their ego. No matter what kinda damage it causes... Makes you think... That Gay thing don't look too bad, don't it?"
Who, in the hell, is Jason fucking talking too? Is anybody paying attention?
"Gay does look good to you? Queer. Go jump off a bridge and kill yerself, you fuckin' no-nuts pansy. Here's the solution. Broads do shit like this? Fuck 'em and slap a five dollar bill on their head after the money shot. It's what a pro like myself would do... and in fact, have done... as you can discover for yourself in this FamDVD Presents: Tiffany Doll: Not fit for APW. Starring and Directed by Buck Wylde, THE PornStar. Go to Familia.org RIGHT NOW and pick this shit up for like, 25 bucks, or something... well, 50 Canadian, since they forgot how to fuckin' count or something... making shit more expensive up there... glad my ass is in the States again... but... *ahem*... ramblin' ain't I!
Well, that's just my final thought... Take care of yourselves people...
And each other.
Springer Wylde.... OUT!!!!"
And what was the point of that? The tatted bitch gon' hit him in the face with a chair or something... PornStar... exit stage left. FTW.
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Post by vault on Nov 28, 2007 2:00:37 GMT -5
"No, I don't think I should talk to him about it...it would only make me feel worse...I'd have to see the look of heartbreak on his face...I don't really think I could handle that." |
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Post by Jessie Blair on Nov 28, 2007 2:12:08 GMT -5
Yeah ... I know what ya mean.
Still leaning against the toilet door, Jessie continues to slowly bang the back of her head against it while she tries to find the right words to comfort Mikki.
But … I think that it will be better in any chase to look forward … and … you know Mikki. I love you? … Loved ya since you walked in my path back in Detroit. You had something on you … not backing down … straight forward … and this cute smile on your face. I mean … not sure if that helps you … but for me its simple … I try to protect the people I love … and right now I am really worried about you and your feelings. How they effect you … and it makes me really sad to see you so lost in between this … triangle situation … you know … Jeff, you and me … But I also know that I can’t do anything against it … not with words … not with action … I can only stand here and try to comfort you, not knowing if it will help you or not…
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