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Post by thebostonstar on Jan 20, 2008 1:05:34 GMT -5
Boston shrugged, "Honestly, I never know what I'm doing out there. I'm merely winging it whenever I'm inside that squared-circle." Before continuing, she decided to skip a little to keep herself occupied, "I've worked crowds for independent promotions, but know how those crowds work. Now you have to think of the people who are actually watching you on television, and I don't feel I've quite mastered that feeling yet. I still get goosebumps whenever I jump past that entrance curtain and face them. I was sooo nervous when we shot that debut promo, I didn't know what to say half the time. The little voice in my head wasn't helping at all, even she was stunned." She stuck her tongue out, "Of course, that voice is merely my conscience, nothing schizophrenic happening in this noggin." She knocks her own head as she faces Veign. "Sometimes, I just say the stupidest things."
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Post by veign on Jan 20, 2008 1:50:02 GMT -5
Veign slightly laughs as she holds her head.
“You’ll regret this my lady... I warned you... I warned you...”
“The same happens to me. I was as nervous as ever when I stepped out from behind that curtain. I have to say though, it’s easier to make them hate you, than like you. All you do is say one thing to disrespect them, and then your marked in their heel list. And the little voice in my head... sometimes I think it’s around a little too much...” [/color][/font]
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Post by thebostonstar on Jan 20, 2008 1:58:49 GMT -5
"I suppose making them hate you is enough for them to remember you, though, in my opinion, you don't get the fans' respect until you prove you can give them an entertaining twenty minutes." She continues to skip as she continues, "Don't let your conscience get the best of you. Sometimes it's best to just allow yourself to settle down, and then continue. If you're beginning to doubt yourself in that ring, mentally pull yourself out for a second. Rather you do that by literally leaving the ring, or merely calming yourself while the other person is talking, it'll help either way, trust me on that." Boston gave her a wink, "Just don't mix reality and fantasy. You're one person inside the ring, and another outside it. I have a friend who's been having trouble with that lately. I don't know if she's solved her problem or not..." She then pauses, and is tempted to grab her cell phone, but stops herself. "Addison's okay, I'm sure she's doing fine..."
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Post by veign on Jan 20, 2008 23:01:52 GMT -5
“Yeah, your right... but this voice... it... it stays there for the longest time. Sometimes I don’t know how to get rid of it. But hey, I’ve adjusted to it... for now. I hope it doesn’t get worse..."
She rubs her head.
“Don’t you dare tell her about me, my lady. You’ve already gotten on my bad side...”
“Someone you need to call?”
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Post by thebostonstar on Jan 20, 2008 23:27:05 GMT -5
Boston stopped in her tracks, she wasn't being serious about hearing voices in her head, she was merely joking. Curious, she decided to ask her something personal. "Veign, you mean...it's not an act?" She asked sounding concerned. She had been in a similar situation with a close friend, Addison Grey, before, and that nearly drove Addison to brink of sanity. Even now she wasn't sure if Addison was mentally okay. "Forget the phone call Lily, if you're hearing voices, let me help you." She gave Veign a serious look, and placed her hand on her left shoulder. "Look, if you need anyone, I'm here to listen."
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Post by veign on Jan 20, 2008 23:53:51 GMT -5
“You see what you’ve done my lady... you see what you’ve done! You better get your way out of this... and fast!”
“Uh... Oh, no the voices... they’re only my character... but sometimes, when preparing for my matches and getting into my character, I tend to go a little overboard with these voices... but out of my character, I’m perfectly fine. Thanks for offering your help though... I appreciate it.”
She smiles...
“You better hope this worked Lily!”[/i][/b][/font]
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Post by thebostonstar on Jan 20, 2008 23:59:38 GMT -5
Boston noticed that Veign seemed a little started on her offer, and gave her a look. Letting her hand run off her shoulder, she gave Veign a weak smile. "Be careful Lily, even if you think you hold some kind of control, sometimes going a little overboard might have same killer consequences, trust me on that one. Mental breakdowns aren't pretty." She then continued to walk with Veign, keeping a close eye on her actions.
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Post by veign on Jan 21, 2008 20:36:04 GMT -5
“Oh, I’m sure they aren’t. I’m definitely keeping an eye on what’s going on. I’ll be sure that nothing happens to me. I’m fine... really...”
Veign rubs her arms as she starts getting sharp head pains, trying not to show agony...
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Post by thebostonstar on Jan 23, 2008 1:10:48 GMT -5
Boston gave Veign a smile. She couldn't argue with it, she didn't exactly have the proof that Veign wasn't mentally sane. However, she couldn't help but get the hunch that Veign was hiding something. She continued to walk at her side.
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