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Post by rose on May 9, 2008 20:37:59 GMT -5
It had been six days. Six... dreaded... tearful... depressing... days. It had been six days before her world had came crashing down all around her. Her world literally crumbling underneath her. The same day that she had found out that she was with child, was the exact same day the father of that child was found dead. Wasn't that something? A new life brought into the world by the same person leaving it. She didn't even know how this could happen. She didn't even know why. Adrian did not seem suicidal to her. He didn't. She had no clue what to think at this point. This completely turned her world upside down. She was still speechless on the subject of Adrian. She didn't know what to think about it. She didn't know what to say. Kenisha had made sure to stay away from reporters and paparazzi. Knowing that all they want is a cover story for their magazines. They were no one to comfort her. She simply walked right pass them when they came flashing their cameras. Not saying a single word or even looking at them. Forget doing an interview. Not now anyways... She had found her way out of the Tower. Staying cooped up in her suite with a box of tissues by her side all hours of the day wasn't doing her any good. She needed to get out. She needed some fresh air. She needed to be social. Something. That brings her to her current location. Finding herself pushing her way through the entrance of the Ch-Town Cafe'. She didn't dress up for the occasion or anything. She wore casual clothes. A black hooded sweatshirt that belonged to her lover. Underneath that was a simply white t-shirt. Dark blue jeans from the waist down to her all white Air Force Nike sneakers. She hadn't even put on make up or fixed her hair up. She couldn't bring herself to do it. She just didn't feel up to doing so. As she entered the cafe', she could just feel the eyes looking in her direction. She didn't know whether or not she was really being watched. But she just felt like they were watching her as she came inside. Breathing in, she sighed and shook her head. Why was she here again? She slowly found her way to an empty booth. One that was close to the entrance and by the window. Kenisha sat down in an empty chair at her table. She looked around the cafe' at all that were inside. Her eyes slowly found themselves looking back down at the table infront of her. She shook her head.
Why am I here again...?"
Something caught her attention, or rather... someone. She noticed the shadow cast down across her table. She slowly looked up from her table to see the face of...
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Post by danedynamite on May 10, 2008 4:41:47 GMT -5
Lauren Blayze, after palming off the baby Michaela on Angel Fyre, she had decided to go and visit the cafe for a well needed break. She has a pretty much blank expression on her face. Times like this she never really knew how to feel or what to say, everything seemed to come accross as false even if it was genuine. Lauren carefully moves the chair opposite Kenisha
"May I?"
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Post by rose on May 10, 2008 11:44:24 GMT -5
Lauren Blayze? This was unexpected. She wasn't sure what to make of this. She and Lauren have had their differences in the past, and if this was just another reason to get on her nerves, she wasn't going to have that. She was not in the mood to be dealing with drama right now. She figured she'd find out what Lauren wanted. Who knows... She might have turned over a new leaf since their previous encounter. Kenisha simply nodded and responded with...
"Sure."
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Post by danedynamite on May 10, 2008 12:29:45 GMT -5
Lauren pulled the seat out further and then sat down, she didn't really know where to begin, 187 and Kenisha were close so she had lost someone dear and was having his child. Lauren had her own doubts about motherhood and still did but she still had Angel to help her, and Logan was still alive although she assumed he was going to be a dead beat Dad. Lauren let out a large sigh
"I don't know where to begin other than to ask how you are? I understand that it must be difficult right now and you probably didn't expect me of all people to come over. But how are you?" |
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Post by rose on May 10, 2008 12:41:54 GMT -5
"I'm... okay... I suppose. As okay as I will ever be at this point anyways... Been trying to get by day by day..."
She shrugged her shoulders. That was an understatement. That wasn't even half true. Just okay? No. Nobody on this planet would be just okay after having such events as these happen to them. Kenisha was trying to be optimistic though. She didn't want people to be worrying about her. She was a strong person. She didn't want to give off any impression that she could be fragile mentally or emotionaly. Of course, that was a lot to fake at this point.
"How about yourself? How are you doing?"
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Post by danedynamite on May 10, 2008 13:14:27 GMT -5
That was a lie, but I suppose she doesn't want to tell me everything about it
Lauren thought best that she play along and just answer Kenisha's question and hope that she'd open up naturally without Lauren having to ask uncomfortable questions that might agitate Kenisha which neither of them wanted
"I'm fine too, my little one is no trouble really she hardly ever cries. I had a scare with her at the hospital and they have ran some tests but I have got her home with me. I just came here to gave Angel some time to get used to Michaela, I honestly never thought I'd be a mother just yet! It changes you and sometimes for the better"
Lauren gives an uneasy smile before briefly looking around |
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Post by rose on May 10, 2008 14:01:52 GMT -5
Nodding her head, she listened to Lauren's words. She could only imagine how hard it must be to now be responsible for not only yourself, but having responsibility over another life too. She placed a hand over her mid-section underneath the table. She didn't know what to expect in her road ahead. Wrestling was out of the question. She didn't want to risk harming the child by competiting.
"I see. That must have been hard to handle. I couldn't imagine how difficult that day must have been at the hospital. That had to be pretty tough. How is Fyre getting along with the kid? It must be awkward for him, I'd think."
She asked. Keeping her hand across her stomach underneath the table.
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Post by danedynamite on May 10, 2008 16:59:25 GMT -5
"Angel is learning slowly, I suppose he realizes that we are a package deal, and that you are right it's different as I have Michaela to think about. Angel is coming around to it, I think it might be easier for him if Michaela wasn't Logan's
Lauren then raises her arms and shrugs her shoulders
"But there isn't much I could do about that"
Lauren then let out a little chuckle |
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Post by rose on May 10, 2008 22:59:15 GMT -5
"That has to awkward for him, but it's good to hear that he's atleast making the effort to get to know the kid and be there for him... Kids need parents. Both of them. It's good to know that Michaela will be well taken care of and be in good hands."
That was true. Just saying that, she thought to herself how she was going to handle this. It was going to be a little bit easier if the child was to turn out to be a girl. Naturally, she'd be able to take care of another female. But... What if the child turned out to be a boy? How was she going to handle that? With no father... There won't be much of a male influence in the kid's life. There will be those that she knows that the child could look up to. Her brother Jay and his friends. They were good people on the inside. She didn't know what to think. She began to shake her head slowly. Not even knowing that she was doing so. Just out of instinct. Shaking her head as her eyes were drawn back down to the table. Pondering her thoughts. As she did so, she asked...
"How is Logan taking this...? Does he see the child or how is that working out...?"
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Post by danedynamite on May 12, 2008 3:03:39 GMT -5
"Logan could see her, Angel would have to live with it but I haven't seen hide nor hair of him since the birth 3 years ago I would have said that he would have made a terrific father but now he seems to have something on his mind since I tried to see him at MayheM but he was ushered by staff away after his match so I don't know what is the deal with him... But if he were to come and see her I think Angel couldn't be there too much testosterone between them for it to be civil"
Civil, it would be like World War 3
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Post by rose on May 12, 2008 21:28:29 GMT -5
"That usually tends to be the issue with boys... Heh, heh.. I have to say... I have seen my fair share of testosterone being thrown about when it came down to... His issues with other people. But I supported him no matter what the issue was..."
Kenisha nodded her head. She could count numerous times she had been in the same room as Adrian when he was huffing and puffing around the room about the next guy who dared crossed that line with him. Those were the days. Atleast then, she knew that Adrian was having fun in his life, even with the constant drama that ensued about him day to day. Next question on her mind. This one was for her own personal knowledge for later.
"How is motherhood treating you? Everything you thought it would be?"
She figured she would ask. She had her own to deal with later.
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Post by danedynamite on May 15, 2008 11:47:30 GMT -5
"Surprisingly well as I am sure that I wasn't the only one to think that I wasn't motherhood material, but I am kinda frightened that I might miss something, the whole range of firsts, first smile, first laugh, first word it's all things to look forward to that I never thought would get me this excited, on the other hand I don't want to over mother her"
Liar, you know that if Angel hadn't kicked you out of the suite you'd be there now
Lauren smiled before looking at the menu to see what she should have
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Post by rose on May 15, 2008 13:52:33 GMT -5
"Guess it's a good thing that I'm stepping down. I wouldn't want to miss those either..."
She knew she wouldn't. Already made her mind up that she would step down from the spotlight and bow out of the wrestling business. She can't wrestle while being pregnant. That would be stupid on so many levels. She could harm or either kill the baby trying to perform in the ring. That's not something that she wanted to do. Not at all. She would make sure to take it easy from now on and make sure that her child was a healthy one when that time came around.
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Post by danedynamite on May 15, 2008 14:22:51 GMT -5
"Yeah, that's a good thing as being in the spotlight nearly cost me my daughter, not just Crossfire's attack but I wrestled every match here pregnant, which couldn't have been good for her... Though I didn't know that I was pregnant at the time, else I would have stopped" |
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Post by rose on May 19, 2008 17:46:52 GMT -5
"As much as I'd love to be in the ring and continue forward in my career, I really can't bring myself to step into that ring anymore. I don't even want the thought to cross my mind to even attempt to do it anymore. I don't want my child to be born with some sort of problems because I selfishly put my career before my family. I know Adrian would never allow it if he knew..."
"If he knew..." Yeah. That burned her inside. If Adrian knew about the child. Now he'll never know about his kid. Gah.... Why is she doing this to herself? Why? It would have been easier to stick it out in her suite by her lonesome...
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